I feel exactly like this - really depressed with the sickness and wish I could turn back the clock (although I really do want a baby). I cry uncontrollably every other day and my husband, although very sweet about it, must be getting so fed up of it and I know I am making him feel very uncomfortable.
Having to go to work every day is my worst nightmare as I feel so tired and just want to be in bed and sleeping to escape the sickness, but I cant be off all the time.
I am now 13 weeks so I hope I will wake up any day now and feel an improvement.
Thank you for your entry. I know how you feel and I have thought to myself many times over the last few weeks that I just want my life back and then I feel guilty because I have been blessed with this potential new life.
I know it is extremly silly but sometimes I talk to my stomache and ask the baby to help me get through my day.