You guys are doing awesome. I am ready to give up. I feel like I have turned into a different person because of this. The crappy thing is that this is my 3rd and 4th (twins) and I did this to myself. After my first child I swore I'd never do it again. But 5 years later I guess I kinda forgot. Then with my second the only reason I didn't terminate after spending so much time in the hospital and completely neglecting my son was because my mom physically wouldn't allow it. Which I am greatful for cAuse my daughter is amazing. Then I starting havingsome real (lady) problems. My RE said if I didn't do invitro now I wouldn't have anymore kids. Then I got triplets. But at 8 weeks one was slow and I am left with identical twins because one of the two embryos split. So here I am ready to terminate my $25,000 miracles becAuse I am not strong enough to hAndle this. When I tellmy DH he just smiles and sAys, your doing great honey. But I can't even shower. Only 30 weeks To go. ThNks for being there guys. I'm dying.